I wish you could feel better without me. But the thing is I could not feel better without you.

You did nothing wrong, just like I did nothing wrong. You know... I wish I could be myself, I wish I could respect you, I wish I won't ruin your reputation. I wish... I wish for everything good.

You are not my sunshine, but you are my dark.

If I let you go, then I won't let any one come in. I lock myself inside the door. And the door could only open for you and the other one.

She makes me feel safety. I know she won't leave me, and she will protect me if I need her. She is always there.

But you are not. I guess I need to treat you like I treat her. Sometimes I lose control and I treat you like child, that's not right in so many ways...

I will try it.